sad sad sad..

see ! nw wat time le .. and im blogging.. wtf.. i was thinking if i realli should stop seeing him le.. hais.. i realli nid him to find a gf soon and then i will slowly disappear from his world.. hais! everyday im thinking of this issue.. fuck sia! alot of ppl say hw come break up le still can go out together de .. so weird de.. and some more so close lol.. hais.. i also dunno ah.. the feelin is so weird.. we have broke up for 4 mths.. ppl saymb still got chance.. but whenever i mention this to him , he will jus say i have no commitment nw.. onli wan to study hard.. hais! then hw come other ppl while studying poly also got BGR lei ... is this an excuse or wat.. im nt sure.. hais.. PLS GO FIND A GF SOON!! arghh! tmr im goin to my bdae chalet le.. and im goin to spend my first nite wit him..

arghh! u see! its like we are together!! ahh! hope when i start work on monday le and i hav a fixed routine le, we will see each other lesser and ...............

so wat if i still love u ah?! y are we still behaving like a couple ah.. now he is single.. and he is able to flirt.. and im one of it!! HELP ME~ hais..

wont this be easier alot if we din break up or we might as well patch?! rite? lol..