im still breathing.. lols.. my feelings are all mixed up.. hais.. been quite moody these few days.. ever since he ... i noe im in the wrong.. but i hav already done it.. wat can i say.. im sry.. i noe my 1000 srys also not enuff..
i look at her blog, i feel so bad.. everything realli starts wit mi.. and i let everyone hate mi even more nw.. this is a harsh punishment for mi le.. her words are so harsh.. it realli hurts mi badly.. im realli scared to noe wat will happen next.. half a yr ago, we were watchin movie, after dotaing, u asked for break up.. wahh. last thurs, we are still tgt happily, the next day, we are no longer frens..
everything jus happen too fast.. i cant catch up.. im still veri lag behind.. im very sry tat things turn out like this. i dun blame u for doin tat to mi .. cos i noe everything is i brought it to myself..
today i had my 2nd last netball game.. anyway we won.. next game will be my last netball game.. whether will it be my whole life last game or nt , im nt sure.. if we won, we get 3rd and some money ah.. if im nt wrong..
2 colleagues are leaving my company this mth.. hais.. everyone leaving.. got my 2nd pay today.. but wasnt realli excited at all.. it has been some time i hav laugh loudly.. bcos i still nid to take some time..
hais.. every moment im thinking .. its so hard.. but i hope time will heal everything.. ya.. i still nid plenty of time.. pls be patience wit mi ..
*3rd day we hav nt tok..*
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