some times a bit of lies is a gd things.. but once ppl caught u lying and u still deny it and said u are nt lying then the person who believes u is stupid.. well.. im trying to say myself actualli..
i had been lied for so many times, i knew he was lying.. but i still prefer to accept his lies.. its so stupid rite.. i cant help it.. im realli helpless.. hw to stop loving some one immediately? i realli wan to stop immediately.. half a yr, half a yr, half a yr.. its realli has been dragging for so long.. yet im still so into it, and hope things will get better..
y am i so stupid.. the things has come to an end.. i nid to pull myself out of this.. ppl are telling mi from the beginning, no more chances le.. but i dun listen to them.. arghh! whenever i think of this, i realli wish i could end my life.. i noe its stupid to end my life for him.. but.. when u realli feel the heartache and no one willing to listen to u then its like .... worst than shyt.. seriously..
i dunno wat to say anymore.. my heart is aching till like dunno wat le.. my whole head is like goin to burst.. and i hav sleepless nights..
i realli hate myself for loving u ! 
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