ai yo yo

hais.. noe tat they are so loving le. omg omg~~ lols.. why am i still stuck at the same place.. hais.. told myself alot of times i will move on ! i will ! but the matter is jus time onli.. half a yr and still like tat.. hais..

my feelings is realli all mixed up.. i noe i shld be happi nw , cos he is attached and i can forget abt him.. but im still feeling sad and moody, cos he is attached.. lols.. wat am i toking.. i jus feel like screaming, crying, pour out all my feelings at one go.. and tat's it..

no time to do tat and no one wanna accompany mi.. =.= hais..

dun feel like staying at home, jus wan to be always occupied.. cos i dun wan to kip thinking of him.. loving some one is easy, but nt to love some one is hard.. and nw im goin to do the hardest thing in the world which is stop loving some one who i realli had love alot........

i wanna go clubbing.. drink.. go out till late late.. cos i jus wan forget him... but its realli hard.. wateva i do, im back to sqaure 1 .. wtf.. i wanna disappear !! i wan to stop my mind from thinking . time! i nid more time agn.. when would be the day i fully forget him.. when ?!! arghh.. so pissed off wit myself..

everything i do , is i brought it to myself de.. i deserve it.. regrets also no use le.. cos i still nid to face it and there's no way to amend it.. i noe.. enjoy ur day..