to get over it , you must first have to forget it

tat was some one told mi de.. to get over it , you must first have to forget it... hmm.. but i realli cant forget it.. my mind is still him.. hais.. also dunno why ah.. forget forget forget.. anything i can eat or drink anything to make mi forget things easily ?

all his fault lo.. make mi this kind of state.. hais ..

anyway, ytd stay over nite at my sis place.. then today early in the morning go kallang leisure park and work.. ard 7 plus , my niece came and wanna play those climb those tunnel thing like hamster house de .. and it's so small!! omg..

realli can see that he realli love her veri much le.. hope they can be tgt long long.. can see that jt nw changed alot .. dare to show tat he has a gf.. well.. i cant compare, cos i noe he long ago his heart doesnt belong to mi le.. im the one who is stupid .. one sided love..

love is always blind .. rite.. din noe we still can survive till 4 yrs plus.. thx for holding our r/s for 4 yrs plus, i noe its hard for u.. cos to be with some one who u dun love le, but u hav to act like u love her.. its hard..

but wat to do.. still L*** u .. hais.. no point looking at the past le.. i noe u are enjoying and happily in this new r/s.. i will try my best not to come find u le..

hope wateva i said, din offend u . and alot ppl can see that i realli love u alot.. but no point le.. i will continue to live and move on .. i will try my best..

*there are so many things i wanna tell u .. *

saw tat u deleted away our photos in ur friendster.. hmm.. kind of sad.. but wat to do..

arghh.. realli not feeling well ah .. wan to vomit and poo poo.. i tink i did it a few times le. oh shyt.. and tmr is my last netball game.. die.. hope its nt gastric flu ah.. hate the feeling now.. my gastric isnt feeling well now.. it hurts.. dun think can slp well tonite, even though im veri tired now..

shall update whether i win tmr's game or nt bah.. if we win, we got third.. and there will be cash !! i think it has been a long time since i put hahas and "=)" this smiley le.. cos im realli still not back to my mood yet.. im still sad of cos..